take some time to read the following list slowly and relate :)

1) missed someone so much it kept you up all night?
2) felt so loved it made you cry?
3) been so tired you fell asleep talking to someone?
4) enjoyed walking home alone in the middle of the night?
5) felt so warm about something or someone it kept you up all night?
6) appreciated your friends for all their flaws?
7) couldnt take it anymore yet know there is an outlet for release?
8) brushed your teeth with your eyes closed?
9) laughed infront of the computer because someone said something funny on msn?
10) had a cold long shower and felt refreshed after that?
11) figured you are one hour behind time because your computer clock was slow?
12) stayed up until early morning just to talk with one person?
13) wished you were closer to someone like before?
14) wanted to say something but dared not to?
15) felt sick when someone said something not nice about someone else?
16) saw life in shades of grey?
17) been too tired to even speak?
18) cried yourself to sleep?
19) snapped at someone and then regretted it?
20) wished everyone would just be simpler?
21) felt so down but forced yourself to be joyful for someone else?
22) been accused of something you didnt do but were too lazy to rebut?
23) felt so angry you cried?
24) wished you were at home while you were out?
25) pretended you know something you actually don't?
26) walked by faith?
27) wondered what life would be like if you weren't in rj?
28) kept an old thing because it means so much to you?
29) read through past letters and unknowingly smiled?
30) watched the rain fall drop by drop?
31) wanted to talk to someone but didnt dare to?
32) been happy just because there was food? :)
33) said 'yes' when someone asked you if you're alright even though you know you clearly weren't?
34) said you want to be alone even though you secretly hoped the person would stay?
35) felt so warm from a hug?
36) laughed so much you forgot what you were laughing about initially?
37) ignored someone you wanted to talk to?
38) felt the best conversations don't involve many words?
39) appreciated nature in silence?
40) felt any of the things on this list?

i have :)

for every single little feeling, warmth, joy, love, peace, patience, hurt, despair, fear, regret, unknowingness amongst others, thank God, for above all He has never forsaken and will never forsake us. there is no place i can run to that He cannot search me out. nothing i can hide away so deep that He does not know. no feeling in the world that He does not understand.

and thank you and you and you and you too. for all the lovely precious parts of my incomplete life jigsaw you have filled.

through this time of trials is when we will draw closer

i need You. more than ever before.